User:Iceflower485/Online Romance

This subpage is about how Eternalmagma and I fell in love. Lately, we've both been bothered by users about this topic and so we decided to explain everything. When we first met it was an accident. Really. I went to his talk page because I thought that he was User:Kwiksilver, but he wasn't so I left. A few weeks later after I made my character's article, He sent me a message asking me if I wanted my character to join his character's army, the Artic Wolves. I agreed and we continued on from there. Soon, we were both talking to eachother on the Shout Box and when it was Summer Vacation, we both started to feel something. A week or two before school started, Eternalmagma asked me if I had an MSN account. I didn't but then I asked him if he had a Skype. He said yes so we decided to start chatting there instead. It wasn't long before we both fell in love and just to let you all know, I was the one who told him that I loved him. The selection below is mine and Eternalmagma's conversation on Skype. If you don't like the fact that I'm doing this then please message me on my talk page and I'll delete it, no questions asked. Please, this is just so that you all understand why we love eachother. And don't blame Eternalmagma, If there's anyone to blame then that'll be me. I'm sorry if this online romance thing has been causing problems and is making everything tense but, we can't help the way we feel. We love eachother even though we don't know eachother in real life.

Skype Conversation
[8/22/2010 9:44:14 AM] Iceflower 485: Alright. Sorry, I forgot. Wow I'm soo forgetful sometimes. [8/22/2010 9:45:02 AM] Iceflower 485: Hey do you want to go back on Club Penguin Fanon Wiki?[8/22/2010 9:46:26 AM] Mercy: well

[8/22/2010 9:46:30 AM] Mercy: we can edit and still talk here

[8/22/2010 9:48:41 AM] Iceflower 485: Okay. I like talking to you this way better than on the Wikia anyway.

[8/22/2010 9:49:05 AM] Mercy: Well on this you don't have to update like the shoutbox

[8/22/2010 9:50:17 AM] Iceflower 485: Hey, did you read the Wikia Catastrophe story that Kwiksilver wrote?

[8/22/2010 9:50:42 AM] Mercy: I haven't got around to it [8/22/2010 9:50:48 AM] Mercy: I want to read it when it's done

[8/22/2010 9:51:26 AM] Iceflower 485: It's really good so far. Don't worry, he's almost done with it.

[8/22/2010 9:54:38 AM] Mercy: well, I can't wait to get my two stories done [8/22/2010 9:54:42 AM] Mercy: the war and my other one I'm working on

[8/22/2010 9:55:07 AM] Iceflower 485: Oh, you're writing another story?

[8/22/2010 9:55:15 AM] Mercy: yes, I haven't made the page yet [8/22/2010 9:55:26 AM] Mercy: it's about 4 teenage penguins that have to fight authority

[8/22/2010 9:59:43 AM] Iceflower 485: Do you want to meet on Club Penguin? You know you can open up Internet Explorer and fix the size so that the page fits half of your Desktop screen and fix the size of this page so that it fits the otheer half. That way, we'll be able to chat here and be able to add eachother to our buddy lists!

[8/22/2010 9:59:53 AM] Mercy: Okay! [8/22/2010 10:00:10 AM] Mercy: A quick question, how many days old is your penguin?

[8/22/2010 10:00:13 AM] Iceflower 485: Yay! I'm on the server Breeze. [8/22/2010 10:01:07 AM] Iceflower 485: 503.

[8/22/2010 10:01:18 AM] Mercy: I'm...1384 days old

[8/22/2010 10:01:46 AM] Iceflower 485: Wow. You've played Club Penguin that long? That's great!

[8/22/2010 10:01:56 AM] Mercy: Thanks. I joined in November 20th 2006

[8/22/2010 10:02:24 AM] Iceflower 485: I can't remember when I first joined.

(The rest is about Club Penguin. Nothing important.)

[8/22/2010 10:09:18 AM] Iceflower 485: I have to log off now. Well, on Club Penguin anyway.

[8/22/2010 10:09:23 AM] Mercy: Okay.

[8/22/2010 10:10:04 AM] Iceflower 485: Sorry. I'll still be on Skype though.

[8/22/2010 10:10:11 AM] Mercy: It's okay.

[8/22/2010 10:13:51 AM] Iceflower 485: Quick question, Do I need internet connection to be on Sykpe?

[8/22/2010 10:16:35 AM] Mercy: Yes

[8/22/2010 10:17:37 AM] Iceflower 485: Oh.

[8/22/2010 10:17:48 AM] Mercy: Why do you ask?

(This information is classified)

[8/22/2010 10:28:57 AM] Mercy: well, when will you be back from that?

[8/22/2010 10:29:44 AM] Iceflower 485: I don't know. I'm going to be really busy this afternoon. Maybe tonight?

[8/22/2010 10:29:54 AM] Mercy: Okay! [8/22/2010 10:30:00 AM] Mercy: wait, what time zone are you in?

[8/22/2010 10:31:03 AM] Iceflower 485: Eastern Standard Time. What about you?

[8/22/2010 10:31:36 AM] Mercy: I'm in Britain, so GMT+1

[8/22/2010 10:32:26 AM] Iceflower 485: You are? Oh. What does "GMT + 1" mean?

[8/22/2010 10:32:36 AM] Mercy: Grenich Mean Time +1 [8/22/2010 10:32:45 AM] Mercy: I'm in Scotland.

[8/22/2010 10:33:03 AM] Iceflower 485: Oh. I'm in the United States.

[8/22/2010 10:34:19 AM] Mercy: That's cool.

[8/22/2010 10:38:11 AM] Iceflower 485: I need to go now. See you later!

[8/22/2010 10:38:18 AM] Mercy: Bye!

[8/22/2010 10:38:26 AM] Iceflower 485: Bye!

(At night)

[8/22/2010 7:36:20 PM] Iceflower 485: Hey EternalMagma? If you're there, I just want to say sorry but I can't meet with you online the internet or Skype anymore. My school starts tomorrow and I have to study really hard this year. I'm sorry. I can't use my laptop until the school ends or if I go online at all, It will be very rare. Goodbye EternalMagma. I'll miss talking to you.

[8/28/2010 4:59:31 PM] Mercy: Oh..no.. [8/28/2010 4:59:42 PM] Mercy: Goodbye. I hope you return soon.

[8/28/2010 4:59:48 PM] Iceflower 485: Hi Eternalmagma! [8/28/2010 5:00:05 PM] Iceflower 485: I just got on my laptop! [8/28/2010 5:00:17 PM] Iceflower 485: Please don't leave! [8/28/2010 5:00:35 PM] Iceflower 485: Are you there? [8/28/2010 5:01:10 PM] Iceflower 485: Come back! [8/28/2010 5:01:17 PM] Iceflower 485: Please!

[8/28/2010 5:01:21 PM] Mercy: I'm here!

[8/28/2010 5:01:32 PM] Iceflower 485: Thank goodness. [8/28/2010 5:01:49 PM] Iceflower 485: I missed talking to you soooo much.

[8/28/2010 5:02:09 PM] Mercy: So did I.

[8/28/2010 5:02:23 PM] Iceflower 485: I'm going to be making a video for you.

[8/28/2010 5:02:46 PM] Mercy: Yay! I can't wait to see it. [8/28/2010 5:03:00 PM] Mercy: I'm in a call with my brother and a friend.

[8/28/2010 5:04:03 PM] Iceflower 485: I know we haven't known eachother for long or know eachother in real life but, If I don't say how I feel about you now, I may never have another chance.

[8/28/2010 5:04:22 PM] Mercy: I understand.

[8/28/2010 5:04:29 PM] Iceflower 485: You do? [8/28/2010 5:05:21 PM] Iceflower 485: I think it's amazing, the way you make me feel.

[8/28/2010 5:05:58 PM] Mercy: And the same with you, and yet I can't believe I can say these things. It's almost like something's telling me it's..wrong. But I can't help it.

[8/28/2010 5:06:30 PM] Iceflower 485: I know. It's like a fantasy story, but this time, it's real.

[8/28/2010 5:07:13 PM] Mercy: The fact that someone like you can acknowledge my existence is making me happy.

[8/28/2010 5:07:33 PM] Iceflower 485: I'm really glad that you're happy.

[8/28/2010 5:07:59 PM] Mercy: but I'm also sad that you'll have to leave. For this past week, I have missed you.

[8/28/2010 5:08:32 PM] Iceflower 485: Me too. I can't stop thinking about you. [8/28/2010 5:08:49 PM] Iceflower 485: Your constantly in my mind.

[8/28/2010 5:09:04 PM] Mercy: As are you. I don't know what I'm going to do.

[8/28/2010 5:09:31 PM] Iceflower 485: Neither do I. All I know is that, I think I might...

[8/28/2010 5:10:04 PM] Mercy: You might what?

[8/28/2010 5:10:13 PM] Iceflower 485: I might, love you.

[8/28/2010 5:12:06 PM] Mercy: I just..On one side, I'm so relieved and happy, because that's how I also feel..one the other, I'm sad, because no matter what we do, we'll never be able to make it go further than here on Skype.

[8/28/2010 5:13:43 PM] Iceflower 485: I know. It's terrible. But I don't care. I love you, I know I do, and I just want to share all my time with you. No matter what is going on, right now, I can only think of you.

[8/28/2010 5:14:16 PM] Mercy: I feel the same way. I was just to ashamed to say it... but now, I don't know if we'll ever talk again after today.

[8/28/2010 5:15:29 PM] Iceflower 485: We will. One day, we will meet again. I promise. When the school year ends, I'll try as much as I can to talk with you. [8/28/2010 5:16:39 PM] Iceflower 485: And even if we don't meet again, I'll always remember you. No one else has ever made me feel this way before. [8/28/2010 5:17:10 PM] Iceflower 485: I love you, and I know that I will never forget you. Ever.

[8/28/2010 5:17:32 PM] Mercy: I don't know what else to say, other than agreeing with you. I'm just..going crazy right now.

[8/28/2010 5:17:40 PM] Iceflower 485: Me too.

[8/28/2010 5:17:42 PM] Mercy: I'm happy and shaking and typing and hungry and [8/28/2010 5:18:01 PM] Mercy: I don't know what this emotion is but it's making my stomach tingle

[8/28/2010 5:18:36 PM] Iceflower 485: It's love. True love that's making you feel this way. I know because I feel it too.

[8/28/2010 5:19:09 PM] Mercy: I just..I don't know what to do. Do I burst into laughter or do I cry, do I jump around everywhere or do I lie down... [8/28/2010 5:19:15 PM] Mercy: anyway, that's not important [8/28/2010 5:19:26 PM] Mercy: I need to ask, when are you going to school and how long will it be for

[8/28/2010 5:20:11 PM] Iceflower 485: I already started school. And I do not know how long it will be for.

[8/28/2010 5:20:48 PM] Mercy: I just..there's alot of questions I could ask right now but I don't want to ruin this

[8/28/2010 5:21:09 PM] Iceflower 485: I know.

[8/28/2010 5:22:01 PM] Mercy: well..I don't know what to say or do now

[8/28/2010 5:22:08 PM] Iceflower 485: Me neither.

[8/28/2010 5:22:56 PM] Mercy: I mean..from the moment we were speaking I just couldn't get you out of my head [8/28/2010 5:23:02 PM] Mercy: and I didn't want to say anything because I was afraid

[8/28/2010 5:23:26 PM] Iceflower 485: Me too. [8/28/2010 5:26:01 PM] Iceflower 485: I'm going to make my video now. It's a song called "Endless Love."

[8/28/2010 5:26:12 PM] Mercy: Okay.

[8/28/2010 5:40:20 PM] Iceflower 485: I just finished making my video. [8/28/2010 5:40:33 PM] Iceflower 485: I'm uploading it to Youtube now.

[8/28/2010 5:40:38 PM] Mercy: Okay. [8/28/2010 5:45:02 PM] Mercy: I have to have a shower now. [8/28/2010 5:45:18 PM] Mercy: I will be back on to watch the video hopefully before you or I have to go

[8/28/2010 5:45:52 PM] Iceflower 485: Okay. See you.

[8/28/2010 5:58:21 PM] Mercy: I am back.

(When he got back I was asleep.)

[8/29/2010 7:17:25 AM] Mercy: Hello!

[8/29/2010 7:19:05 AM] Iceflower 485: Hi! [8/29/2010 7:19:23 AM] Iceflower 485: How are you?

[8/29/2010 7:19:46 AM] Mercy: I'm good. I got back yesterday but you were offline... but at least you're here now. [8/29/2010 7:20:14 AM] Mercy: I saw the video you made me, it was beautiful, I couldn't help but laugh at the dog part though.

[8/29/2010 7:21:35 AM] Iceflower 485: Really? Thank you for watching! I was hoping you would like it. And I'm glad the dog part added some humor to the video. [8/29/2010 7:22:21 AM] Iceflower 485: Do you want to meet on Club Penguin?

(We meet on CP again and when we went back to Skype, we decided to be friends on Facebook. Sorry, The names of our accounts their are classified.)

(Later on we were talking about Deviantart and he drew a picture on his computer and sent it to my talk page. The n we were talking about music. So ends our conversation for the day.)

(Next day we were discussing about his story "Artic Wolves VS Flywish's Army", A few weeks ago, he told me that my character was going to play an important role in his story.)

[8/29/2010 12:30:35 PM] Iceflower 485: Hi! [8/29/2010 12:32:29 PM] Iceflower 485: Do you want to meet on Club Penguin?

[8/29/2010 12:32:45 PM] Mercy: well, right now I'm drawing something

[8/29/2010 12:32:51 PM] Iceflower 485: Okay. [8/29/2010 12:33:01 PM] Iceflower 485: What are you drawing?

[8/29/2010 12:33:26 PM] Mercy: Oh, so far I have a narrow box with eyes in it

[8/29/2010 12:33:54 PM] Iceflower 485: Oh.

[8/29/2010 12:34:19 PM] Mercy: I'll show you once I'm done. Oh and a quick question, what does Iceflower look like on the Club Penguin Fanon Wiki?

[8/29/2010 12:37:06 PM] Iceflower 485: My character is a light blue penguin with ebony brown hair (long), and she mostly wears a dress. I really don't know what type. I think it's blue, oh and she always wears some kind of necklace to match her clothes.

[8/29/2010 12:37:31 PM] Mercy: I just needed to know because she plays a huge part in the war

[8/29/2010 12:37:40 PM] Iceflower 485: Okay. [8/29/2010 12:46:37 PM] Iceflower 485: I've been reading the "Artic Wolves VS Flywish's Army." It's a really good story so far. I need to ask you though, How is my character going to play a huge part in the war? Barely anyone on the wiki notices me and even if they do, there are a bunch of ther people who might be jealous because you didn't use their character instead. Besides, I recently joined and I barely have time to edit and stuff. Don't you think that it's pretty sudden if my character suddenly pop up in your story? And your character Metal doesn't really know mine unless you say something like they've been friends for a long time before and lost contact a long time ago.

[8/29/2010 12:48:05 PM] Mercy: well, it starts off, you're a secret agent that's far away from the battle, but you're sent in because the Director said she found something that was valuable to Metal. Metal calls her in but instead of just seeing an agent he sees an amazing penguin, which means that she gives him the thing he needs, but she also plays another part, but I can't really say that because I haven't written it yet

[8/29/2010 12:49:09 PM] Iceflower 485: Oh okay, I understand then. But still, I'm nervous about what the users on the website would think.

[8/29/2010 12:49:36 PM] Mercy: when I came to the wiki in 2008, I became a bureaucrat soon, my page was a WRECK. I came back recently and fixed it, and they like it.

[8/29/2010 12:50:07 PM] Mercy: You have to remember, if someone has a problem with your page, they can help, and if anyone does insult you or something, then they'll be saying hello to me and my banhammer

[8/29/2010 12:51:19 PM] Iceflower 485: Okay. But don't ban them just for that. They have a right to voice their opinion in a calm way. Sorry, I need to go again.

[8/29/2010 12:51:25 PM] Mercy: Oh, okay, Bye.

[8/29/2010 3:56:25 PM] Iceflower 485: Hi, I just wanted to let you know that I cannot ever talk to you again. My family doesn't approve. I'm sorry EternalMagma. I love you.

[8/29/2010 3:56:44 PM] Mercy: NO!

[8/29/2010 3:57:29 PM] Iceflower 485: I feel the same, but... I have to stop chatting with you and other people online. I'm sorry.

[8/29/2010 3:57:39 PM] Mercy: I just..I don't.. [8/29/2010 3:57:43 PM] Mercy: all I can say is..Goodbye.

[8/29/2010 3:57:54 PM] Iceflower 485: Me too. Goodbye, I love you.

[8/29/2010 3:57:58 PM] Mercy: I love you too. [8/29/2010 3:58:03 PM] Mercy: Farewell. [9/2/2010 6:23:50 PM] Iceflower 485: Eternalmagma, if you get this message, I just want to say that I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise. But, I just want to tell you to stay strong when you're depressed. Think of me if it helps, I always do that now and it really helps me feel better. Remember, there will be times in your life when you'll feel everything fade to darkness, and that there is no way out. But there is ALWAYS a way out. Always a light shining. Never forget that. I wanted to tell you also that I was thinking if you could write more poems. I think they're deep and powerful, the words you use, and I think it would be even better if you could write poetry about love and happiness. You can brighten up people's live by just writing down certain words, and making them come alive. You have truly lit up my life and I'll never forget that. I have decided that my video of Eternal Snow will be for you. I hope you liked it. Goodbye now. I'll try to talk to you on your talk page or the wikia shout box.

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So that's where it ends on Skype, but not on Club Penguin Fanon Wiki. I started talking to him again on the Shout Box while I was in school, (if you got to my school at 8:30, they let you use the school computers) and he said that we couldn't talk anymore. So you see? We both knew it was wrong and we did try to seperate but we were misrable for a long time. It didn't work. We both couldn't stand not being able to talk to eachother anymore, so we started to again. So this is how it all started. I hope that everyone who is reading this understands how much Eternalmagma and I love eachother. Please don't blame him. He nearly quit last night because he felt like he ruined everything on the wiki. Thankfully though, he didn't quit because I was able to keep him here by telling him that I loved him, but that too had it's consequences. Since we were on the Shout Box the other users were able to see everything. Last night Happyface and I got into a bit of an argument when Eternalmagma went to sleep. Happyface if you're reading this right now, I just want to say sorry if this has been causing problems on the wiki. But Eternalmagma really do love eachother, Even if we don't know eachother in real life. For all the other users who are reading this, please don't delete this. It took me literaly two hours to make this subpage for mine and Eternalmagma's sake. If you want this page deleted, please let me know on my talk page.