User blog:TurtleShroom/My Career May be Dying (NOT QUITTING AT ALL, NOT EVEN GOING INACTIVE)

I worry now that imagination dies when you reach a certain age. Maybe it collapses due to puberty. Maybe all of the people saying "I'm too old for this" has hit me subconciously.

I'm out of ideas and have been in Writer's Block for months. Sure, I get a good idea... -but when have I finished a story? When have I written an original peice of gold? Was Midas and Herb my last crowning glory? I can no longer finish a video. I can no longer make a character without constant help from people and the Shout Box. I'm unable to finish what I start. I lack the motivation to start a new article.

I'll be combing this for the rest of my days.

The next time I visit my psychiatrist, I'll ask him about it. Until then, I'll resort to using my overactivity on this site for other uses.

This is all I do all day... that and a game/forum that't not G. Of course. I act G there, but there are a LOT of unclean things. I have successfully been G-rated there and I pray to God to be a "positive example". I've learned that the best way to spread God's grace online is to be a Christian and act appropriately at all times. ''Be proper, polite, kind, and holy. Don't swear, don't flame if you can dodge it, and don't go into religious battles unprepared, if at all. Spread Christ by your fruits, by your actions. People will pay attention to a passive Christian witness. Be a good example.'' That's what I have learned from that site and the (swear-laden) Nachos' chat room. Pray daily.

Of course, that's irrevelant. What I need to say is that I'm in a rut the size of Vallis Manaris (a canyon on Mars three times as deep as the Grand Canyon and as big as the USA).

I'm toast until I get help. I will be as active as always. Help me get back to my glory days.